窗外的雨，  每一滴都敲在寂寞的边缘。 城市依然拥挤， 可我却在人群中， 弄丢了关于你的气息。 

我把思念写进风里， 如果哪天你觉得微风拂面， 那便是我在远方，  轻声唤你的名字。 

Being A Singaporean Living Singapor

Being A Singaporean Living Singapore 

whenever u hear foreigner mention the singaporean are rich . it a really a misconception . and our government had a part to play . the capitlism embroil even many like to deny it . many middle class simply caught in the rat race of debt ridden life . here is one such report that highlighted even in singapore CBS will happily be topic that u need to use credit card and pay off well to maintain those good credit scores to enjoy, induce  continuing good bank credits . which middle class should stay away from the unneccesary. overspending . 

https://thedecisionlab.com/biases/the-sunk-cost-fallacy  

A LongDay Yesterday

730am : hard to sleep last night . felt gassy  

8:30am : some luck MSCP good spot , BBTC  - pastor " focus on the end " umbrella acrobatic demo entertaining 

10 + : texted greetings shirley 

11+ : no reponse from shirley, BF at bedok biz hub indomie taste of bandung - not bad  

cracked back lower tooth seems getting worst , can sense the breath or it my body giving out signals 

or is it bleeding gum 

12: need to take house card and key from office , need go buy ram for jisan computer at SLSq

place look deserted , 140sgd ram for new is robbery , 85sgd for used cheapest luckily 

oh where my tab 8 

lucky at the computer repair . better to be safe to buy 16gb 3200  - 170sgd for 2 ram , best it work 

need Kopi o , 

1pm : no reponse from shirley , cant cfm if she ready for me to go pick her 

better to head to tiong bahru to standby  

130pm : no where have the uv tooth kit . , no where to sit and have kopi tiong bahru plaza , so bad 

2pm text shirley if she want to have lunch her 

230 waited too long , shirley no reply . oh at last she reply and yet she at office 

3pm pick her at dropoff , she undecided again , plans fail again cant go gspa lunch end up back to old hse joochiat . road search for high tea 

she mention carol suddenly return office seated at the floor chatting away on phone . avoiding her . 

she uneasy if carol hiding something from her . 

asked her about gg harry potter rws last at 8pm she response objectly how i know she talking about harry potter restaurant 

she mention little farms soft nougat not tasty for old pple , cookies no taste fragrance , 

nimbus drop her off , parked EC rd so lucky 

4 end up with little farms  ) 

5 finished - but the meal she not exactly happy 

530 chagee ordering tea too long 

6 - kim choo bazhang 

7 - PP - need to run her errand - venus , diaso luckily she got her bowl handle toilet scrub , last ntuc ,

oh so she ask harvey norman jus fishing for information how clean washing machine . her cues cant her hints pattern here . okay my fault again . tenant wont buy washing machine for landlord i first thought if it was for her shop 

wow she got her favourite original chocolate chip cookies , venus sold oout her regular saline small bt ]

oh k mart frozen stew she want to buy is last yet no expiry date  

gone is our plan for tonight - it ok at least she happy running her errand 

730 - stomach weird need to rush , piles seems again bleeding again . 3 x yet still bleed 

should be jus piles

8 - ntuc need search sakura chicken shit they dont have . eggs , kale , dual colour sweetcorn , cheese   tuna original , damn the rocketapply nz dont have gd ones for her 

tired and sleepy 

9 -rush to post centre mr diy  - s garbage 

2am cant sleep