A LongDay Yesterday

730am : hard to sleep last night . felt gassy  

8:30am : some luck MSCP good spot , BBTC  - pastor " focus on the end " umbrella acrobatic demo entertaining 

10 + : texted greetings shirley 

11+ : no reponse from shirley, BF at bedok biz hub indomie taste of bandung - not bad  

cracked back lower tooth seems getting worst , can sense the breath or it my body giving out signals 

or is it bleeding gum 

12: need to take house card and key from office , need go buy ram for jisan computer at SLSq

place look deserted , 140sgd ram for new is robbery , 85sgd for used cheapest luckily 

oh where my tab 8 

lucky at the computer repair . better to be safe to buy 16gb 3200  - 170sgd for 2 ram , best it work 

need Kopi o , 

1pm : no reponse from shirley , cant cfm if she ready for me to go pick her 

better to head to tiong bahru to standby  

130pm : no where have the uv tooth kit . , no where to sit and have kopi tiong bahru plaza , so bad 

2pm text shirley if she want to have lunch her 

230 waited too long , shirley no reply . oh at last she reply and yet she at office 

3pm pick her at dropoff , she undecided again , plans fail again cant go gspa lunch end up back to old hse joochiat . road search for high tea 

she mention carol suddenly return office seated at the floor chatting away on phone . avoiding her . 

she uneasy if carol hiding something from her . 

asked her about gg harry potter rws last at 8pm she response objectly how i know she talking about harry potter restaurant 

she mention little farms soft nougat not tasty for old pple , cookies no taste fragrance , 

nimbus drop her off , parked EC rd so lucky 

4 end up with little farms  ) 

5 finished - but the meal she not exactly happy 

530 chagee ordering tea too long 

6 - kim choo bazhang 

7 - PP - need to run her errand - venus , diaso luckily she got her bowl handle toilet scrub , last ntuc ,

oh so she ask harvey norman jus fishing for information how clean washing machine . her cues cant her hints pattern here . okay my fault again . tenant wont buy washing machine for landlord i first thought if it was for her shop 

wow she got her favourite original chocolate chip cookies , venus sold oout her regular saline small bt ]

oh k mart frozen stew she want to buy is last yet no expiry date  

gone is our plan for tonight - it ok at least she happy running her errand 

730 - stomach weird need to rush , piles seems again bleeding again . 3 x yet still bleed 

should be jus piles

8 - ntuc need search sakura chicken shit they dont have . eggs , kale , dual colour sweetcorn , cheese   tuna original , damn the rocketapply nz dont have gd ones for her 

tired and sleepy 

9 -rush to post centre mr diy  - s garbage 

2am cant sleep 

New Beginnings as of 18th May and now

"Father" dont want me grieve , Father want me to understand , it not that it not good to remember him but it pains to see nothing can change now , the best is to live for "him" and his revelation and wisdom . rippling the life of others , taking care of my mum and "his" legacy to continue to give "him" peace is to pay respects to "him" who brought me up . every single day have to be earn not given . i cannot assume there is always another day . life fragile eventually will go to another dimension or parrrallax . so i have to seize whichever time space i have left in this heart toiling earth .
p.s MJL

bad day being rip off

i had a bad day today after getting my life treathen by a bad taxi driver and nowwhere i can find a carpark in dontown to park the van. at lat when i find a carpark at the hitachi building tat the van can enter and yet the carpark is difficult to access for the van even to monover thru . worst stil i end up overlook the right back entry signboard and tat goes a big slash on the right side of thr van., and the pple yet still take adv and esp the company ADSOLUTE SIGNS want rip off by charging 700 for a stupid a3 sign metal box shaped sign board (some more initially charge 950).

fxxkin rip off pple at the FCC and mgt and sign comp for a obviously cheap signboard

incorrigible inconsiderate taxi driver

what a day to meet with a black yellow top taxi driver who accel from behind and cuts adruptly into my lane while i was turning right at the t junction. i had to hornto warn him yet this unreasonable mid aged old taxi driver had such fxxkin baa temp and anyhow tok cxxk do not care abt creating danger to me and others. he better get his retribution, strip of of his license before he killed someone. hope our gods get to read this act of taxi drivers.

what a day

today is indeed a not very good day but at least it is over. first a bad awakening and early morning the car fails to wake up, okay fine once i reach work and yet had to receive a complaint on branch staffnot reaching office, i had to spend energy negatively. next comes a customer with problem and had to receive another set negative issues but yet to resolve. soon comes another my DA XIAO JIE staff unreasonliy express her anger for haandling frustrated customer - and she get infected. oone more another customer comes and demanding his way for everything he thinks right. finally my staff had miscommunicate and did tell his charge for customer and customer vroom off less paying and still complians. for things to change - imust change and let go of all these negative karmas. may al this lessen negative energies in my life, may others vent their anger and turns wella nd realize all that is unneccessary. i thereby bless my higher self and request all the above negative karma and the divine design of my life to come to pass immediatly under grace and in prefect ways . may all the divine light comes shone to enlightenment and divine release