life caught up . i deserve to die , i cause her distress becoz of me . i am undeserving . God any way i can to to have her back trust. i do what u ask me . i loved her . i had a folly moment long should i know who really cared for me and it her and who is prententious to me . i feel so useless . a precious potential marriage infront of me , i damage with my own actions
this world is so pain and sad
will we be reunite in next life . for will we still meet .
Being A Singaporean Living Singapore
whenever u hear foreigner mention the singaporean are rich . it a really a misconception . and our government had a part to play . the capitlism embroil even many like to deny it . many middle class simply caught in the rat race of debt ridden life . here is one such report that highlighted even in singapore CBS will happily be topic that u need to use credit card and pay off well to maintain those good credit scores to enjoy, induce continuing good bank credits . which middle class should stay away from the unneccesary. overspending .
https://thedecisionlab.com/biases/the-sunk-cost-fallacy
730am : hard to sleep last night . felt gassy
8:30am : some luck MSCP good spot , BBTC - pastor " focus on the end " umbrella acrobatic demo entertaining
10 + : texted greetings shirley
11+ : no reponse from shirley, BF at bedok biz hub indomie taste of bandung - not bad
cracked back lower tooth seems getting worst , can sense the breath or it my body giving out signals
or is it bleeding gum
12: need to take house card and key from office , need go buy ram for jisan computer at SLSq
place look deserted , 140sgd ram for new is robbery , 85sgd for used cheapest luckily
oh where my tab 8
lucky at the computer repair . better to be safe to buy 16gb 3200 - 170sgd for 2 ram , best it work
need Kopi o ,
1pm : no reponse from shirley , cant cfm if she ready for me to go pick her
better to head to tiong bahru to standby
130pm : no where have the uv tooth kit . , no where to sit and have kopi tiong bahru plaza , so bad
2pm text shirley if she want to have lunch her
230 waited too long , shirley no reply . oh at last she reply and yet she at office
3pm pick her at dropoff , she undecided again , plans fail again cant go gspa lunch end up back to old hse joochiat . road search for high tea
she mention carol suddenly return office seated at the floor chatting away on phone . avoiding her .
she uneasy if carol hiding something from her .
asked her about gg harry potter rws last at 8pm she response objectly how i know she talking about harry potter restaurant
she mention little farms soft nougat not tasty for old pple , cookies no taste fragrance ,
nimbus drop her off , parked EC rd so lucky
4 end up with little farms )
5 finished - but the meal she not exactly happy
530 chagee ordering tea too long
6 - kim choo bazhang
7 - PP - need to run her errand - venus , diaso luckily she got her bowl handle toilet scrub , last ntuc ,
oh so she ask harvey norman jus fishing for information how clean washing machine . her cues cant her hints pattern here . okay my fault again . tenant wont buy washing machine for landlord i first thought if it was for her shop
wow she got her favourite original chocolate chip cookies , venus sold oout her regular saline small bt ]
oh k mart frozen stew she want to buy is last yet no expiry date
gone is our plan for tonight - it ok at least she happy running her errand
730 - stomach weird need to rush , piles seems again bleeding again . 3 x yet still bleed
should be jus piles
8 - ntuc need search sakura chicken shit they dont have . eggs , kale , dual colour sweetcorn , cheese tuna original , damn the rocketapply nz dont have gd ones for her
tired and sleepy
9 -rush to post centre mr diy - s garbage
2am cant sleep
